[deep]

I am in over my head/out of my head/the green tables the white foam flower the dissonance/I travel a distance to get here/destination unknown/strange life gets stranger/a former coworker/a doppelganger/you hurt my feelings with your words/with your silence/violent/my heart bruised/caged without a key/travel without piano/delicate nerve endings/tips/its not all black and white there is red/the brown of his eyes/the dark of his chin/a bright blue awning, flags wave singing my prayers/there is so much to feel/I know myself/I know the withdrawal signs, the exile of the self/the longing for connection and the fear of overscheduling/not meaning to be shallow, a creekbed full of smooth rocks/start your own band and call it/off