[need]

[need]

i am only human. and i need to be loved. just like everybody else. is there something special here? the nightmare came alive for me. the neurological. emotional island. i'm out to sea, cast out, floating. pirated. searching for treasure wherever i can find it. the ruby in the sunrise. cannot get it. together. light as a feather. stiff as a board. dead in some ways, more alive than ever in others. i was given such bad news. i need to learn. i need to create. i need space. i need to create space. i need space to create, to keep up the pace. it's the whole human race i'm running. i need a meeting. i need you too. and i need you to. understand. give me space. let me. allow. deepen your breath. settle. go down. get out of your head and into your heart. my need is great. everybody needs a little...ventilator. i need to clean my ducts and get my ducks lined up. need, weed, read, seed. need to reach into my core. some more. my little boy is my world, and that's the way i want it to be. need it to be. an outpouring of love, a reaching and a holding on. squeezing til all the tears have pushed themselves out. i need to be empty. for the bliss to pour in, for the sunlight to shine out. i need rest. to be my best. to open the chest and let the spirits fly.